He
sensed Michelle reaching out to him, and he felt as though her soul
were trying to meld with his own. Without ever having seen her, he
felt physically aroused. He ached with the overwhelming need
to join her body to his. He had felt the need many times before in
the erotic dreams they had shared, but never with this intensity. He
understood that this mating instinct was being triggered by the
psi-bonding. At the moment, it threatened to overwhelm his other
reasons for coming to find Michelle. He had never wanted anyone so
much.
Hankura
sensed that he had been a cherished imaginary friend, sometimes more
real to her than others. He kept her company when she was alone and
afraid, and he shared her fears in his dreams.
Michelle
didn't really understand any of it, though. Even when the voices came
to her in the months before Jerry was killed, Hankura had seen that
she didn't realize the power of thought she could control. She was a
latent psion, wild and uneducated. She was everything Aledan society
shunned in the people of the motherworld. The prospect of taking her
there worried him because they would quickly see how different she
was. He and Michelle would have to deal with that.
Hankura
felt her essence taking possession of him, and he didn't fight it.
The bond was too strong. After fifteen minutes, Hankura knew he
couldn't rest. He got up and assembled a pack for his journey, then
changed from the metallic coverall he was wearing to a loose fitting
shirt and trousers. On his belt, he hung a laser/stunner just in case
. . .
Although
he was a physician by trade and didn't know if he could kill, he
didn't dare venture out into this strange world unarmed.
At
sunrise, he left the ship to check the hull. It was marred by
scraping branches but undamaged just as the computer indicated.
Hankura paused to stare up at the trees towering over him. His rough
landing had opened a gaping hole in the greenery that would expose
his ship air crafts passing overhead.
He
couldn't risk having anyone find the ship--his only way off this
miserable planet. So he used his laser and sheared off some of the
surrounding brush to camouflage it.
Mother
of Life, what am I doing here? He
cursed silently as he tossed leafy branches on the pile that was
beginning to cover his ship. Why didn't I just take a
freighter?
But
it was not a valid question. He knew full well he had loved piloting
the Mrans from the first time he'd sat behind the controls in space
with the freedom of the stars in his grasp.
He'd
sacrificed companionship for his freedom, however, on this journey
back to Aledus. He'd hoped the solitude would help him sort out his
life. Only now he was more alone than he ever thought he would
be--except for her.
Twittering
sparrows startled him out of his thoughts as the birds rustled the
branches overhead. He finished covering the ship and set out to find
Michelle. As he moved through the trees and brush leafy branches and
thorny vines to reach out and slapped him in the face. Brittle twigs
snapped, and dry dead leaves rustled on the ground. His noisy
tramping through the woods sent numerous frightened animals scurrying
away. Although he saw few, there were living creatures all around
him, and he sensed their fear of him.
He
could have reassured them, but his obsession with finding Michelle
kept him moving. Only that obsession could have made him struggle so
relentlessly through the thick brush of the mountain forest. He'd
lost track time altogether when he finally saw an opening ahead that
renewed the strength of his determination. Two tracks were etched in
the dirt, a strip of green grew between them. This open path was less
direct than his route through the forest, but it stretched out before
him invitingly. He sensed that it twisted eventually toward the big
clearing where Michelle lived. And taking the path was a lot easier.
Hankura!
As Michelle awoke, she felt his very real presence in her mind; more
real than she had ever felt him before. He was coming to find her
just as he'd promised all those years ago.
So
many times Jerry had tried to convince her that Hankura was only a
product of her imagination! She had started to believe her brother,
but Jerry was wrong . . . Hankura was real, and no one would ever
convince her other wise again. He was real and she had to find him.
Following
the tree-sheltered path deep into the woods, Michelle felt his
presence long before she caught sight of him. It was a strange
feeling--a kind of magnetism that made it impossible for her to turn
back. It frightened her a little.
Then
images of places she had seen in their shared dreams started to
unfold in her mind as the strange-familiar presence grew stronger.
She saw the endless blackness of space and felt his loneliness on the
journey to Earth. She didn't know how to shut out his memories.
Michelle
stopped at the edge of a small clearing. The sudden urge to turn and
run almost overwhelmed her. He--Hankura was coming nearer. She wanted
him to come, but now that he was actually here she was afraid.
They
saw each other almost at the same time and stood staring in awe for
several moments before either moved toward the other. Hankura felt
her fear and awe entwine with his own, mixed with a compulsion to
reach out and touch her . . .mind and body.
He
was all she had expected physically--tall and well muscled with umber
hair and emerald green eyes that seemed to look right through her.
Michelle
felt beautiful in his eyes in spite of the ragged overalls that clad
her slim figure. She felt his sexual attraction as well, and it
awakened feelings that she had suppressed for a very long time. A
vision of them entwined in a sexual embrace accompanied that
yearning.
Her
face flushed, and Michelle felt shaken as she realized her vision of
them together touched his mind, too. His eyes were warm and he
grinned, moving toward her with his hand extended. It was clear he
meant to fulfill her sexual longings.
"Nooo!"
She backed away in unreasoning panic. She wanted him but she was
afraid to give herself into his possession despite the bond of their
minds. She was afraid of the way he made her feel. He moved closer,
and she turned and ran...
